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Good morning started the day with sliding down a few steps so much joy, trying to see if everything was still in one piece, I can safely say that I am still in one piece. This is my first day so I will give you a little background I am a very old lady who feels twenty five but in fact is seventy two I care for my mother who is ninety five and has had onset dementia for the last five years, so I get little bit of my mother now which is a blessing, but the bits I don’t recognise are really quite painful , sadness follows me around these days as I wish for the times I could have been with her but the truth of it is she was a very active beautiful lady who danced and had dinner parties and had a joy of life, a life that did not include me only on the occasion when there was a family event and of course when we visited her when she wasn’t of on a dancing holiday or of to see her other daughters, who unfortunately have not see her for the last five years such sadness for her, but I don’t even know if that registers with her now, again such sadness, I have to go now but will continue soon have a lovely safe day